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Ava died in a car accident on Wednesday.

I haven't processed this yet. At all. But in a few minutes, I'm going to fall apart.

Edit: Ava's mom asked me to tell her LJ friends, so just in case you knew her: she was androidlovesong, formerly known as macabresinclair. Her name was Abigail Garcia; she used to go by Abby but switched to Ava when she started going to Reed College. I think I have her macabresinclair password somewhere; I'll put up a post there if I find it.

Still in shock.

not with a bang but a whimper

macabresinclair says: You know how AA Milne was remembered, not for his novels or his brilliant criticisms and essays and things, which he wrote loads and loads of, but for his children's stories?
macabresinclair says: I think that, 100 years from now, I will not be remembered for my (brilliant!) novels or (witty!) essays, but instead for my Carebear slashfic
-Ava Garcia, 9/4/89-5/21/08

( Abigail Joy Garcia was the only person I have ever been in love with. )