I hadn't really realized how awesome this song was...

Terrible Lie

Hey God
Why are you doing this to me?
Am I not living up to what I'm supposed to be?
Why am I seething with this animosity?
Hey God
I think you owe me a great big apology.

Terrible lie
Terrible lie
Terrible lie
Terrible lie

Hey God
I really don't know what you mean.
Seems like salvation comes only in our dreams.
I feel my hatred grow all the more extreme.
Hey God
Can this world really be as sad as it seems?

Terrible lie
Terrible lie
Terrible lie
Terrible lie

Don't take it away from me.
I need you to hold on to.
Don't take it away from me.
I need you to hold on to. (repeat)
Don't take it away from me.
I need you to hold on to.
Don't take it away from me.
I need someone to hold on to.
Don't tear it away from me.
I need you to hold on to.
Don't tear it away from me.
I need someone to hold on to.
Don't tear it away from me.
I need you to hold on to.
Don't tear it, don't tear it
Don't take it don't take it don't-

Hey God
There's nothing left for me to hide.
I lost my ignorance, security and pride.
I'm all alone in a world you must despise.
Hey God
I believed your promises, your promises and lies.

Terrible lie
Terrible lie
Terrible lie
Terrible lie

(Terrible lie)
You made me throw it all away.
My morals left to decay.
(Terrible lie)
How many you betray.
You've taken everything.

(Terrible lie.)
My head is filled with disease.
My skin is begging you please.
(Terrible lie)
I'm on my hands and knees.
I want so much to believe.

I need someone to hold on to.
I need someone to hold on to. (repeat)
I need someone I need someone.
I need someone to hold on to.

I guess I was too distracted by "The Only Time" and "Sanctified" to pay much attention to the rest of the songs on this album, but damn. If you're looking for music and you haven't heard it, get Pretty Hate Machine. I think it's my favorite album right now.

Hee, my watch just started beeping. I set it at three thirty-seven after New Year's, to remind me to call Lee (the numbers upside down spell her name... it works for me, okay?) and I'm too lazy to change it until I need to set it for something else.

Oh, and I have a Swiss army knife, pried off my brother (who just got a new one) despite much protest. And I had blueberry-infused chocolate yesterday. Damn, that stuff is good.