jedusor: (Default)
[personal profile] jedusor
Highlight of my month: getting off the bus two blocks from the library and walking ten steps before the rain starts crashing down... eating Wendy's fries and licking ketchup off my fingers while feeling that utter exhilaration and thrill that comes with hard, fast downpours... listening to the Time Warp and singing along at the top of my lungs because no one cares and it doesn't matter if they did, because the pounding of the rain and the thunder drown me out and everyone's windows are rolled up tight... walking into the library dripping wet and smeared with ketchup and completely elated and knowing that just for a few minutes, everything is absolutely perfect and there's nothing wrong, I've panicked with schedules less busy than mine right now but that doesn't matter because I can handle it, I am capable, I am intelligent, I am happy.

Memories like that are the ones that I dig up when things seem sucky. Just knowing that I've felt like that before and I will undoubtedly feel like that again is enough to get me through pretty much anything.

Date: 2005-09-20 02:43 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] cometcrazie113.livejournal.com
You're my second friend who's done this today. I did this in late August and holy shit it's still exhilarating. I'm thrilled to hear this. &hearts!

Date: 2005-09-20 06:44 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] jedusor.livejournal.com
I absolutely love rain. I want to move to Portland and go to Reed and sit out in the rain all the time. People who say it makes things dreary and boring are people who just sit inside and stare out the windows. You have to be out in it to really understand.

Date: 2005-09-20 02:43 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] cometcrazie113.livejournal.com
♥, even :P

Date: 2005-09-20 09:26 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] mh75.livejournal.com
Yay!

i love thunderstorms, too. I miss them.

Profile

jedusor: (Default)
jedusor

November 2020

S M T W T F S
1234567
89101112 1314
15161718192021
22232425262728
2930     

Most Popular Tags

Style Credit

Expand Cut Tags

No cut tags
Page generated Aug. 18th, 2025 01:51 pm
Powered by Dreamwidth Studios