jedusor | Something that upsets you

Day 01 - Introduce yourself
Day 02 – Your first love
Day 03 – Your parents
Day 04 – Your music
Day 05 – Your definition of love
Day 06 – Your hobbies
Day 07 – Your best friend
Day 08 – A precious item
Day 09 – Your beliefs
Day 10 – An inspiration
Day 11 – Your siblings
Day 12 – What’s in your bag
Day 13 – Your mode of transportation
Day 14 – Where you live
Day 15 – Something you love about yourself
Day 16 – Your first kiss
Day 17 – Your favorite memory
Day 18 – Your favorite birthday
Day 19 – Something you regret
Day 20 – Your morning routine
Day 21 – Your job and/or schooling
Day 22 – Something that upsets you
Day 23 – Something that makes you feel better
Day 24 – Something that makes you cry
Day 25 – Your sleeping habits
Day 26 – Your fears
Day 27 – Your favorite place
Day 28 – Something that you miss
Day 29 – Your favorite foods/drinks
Day 30 – Your aspirations

The thing that probably upsets me most is my own incompetence. Like most academics, I suffer from imposter syndrome; I feel like I'm not good enough, like I've gotten through life thus far through luck rather than any intrinsic capability.

Of things to be upset about, I think it's a fairly productive one. I'd rather get mad at myself for not being able to do something and then hound myself about it until I figure it out than get mad at myself for, say, not being pretty enough. I'm never really satisfied with anything I do, and I think that's probably led me to a lot of my successes.

Although, of course, most of those successes have come from luck.